all alone
locked in my room
no one around
'cept memories of you
i close my eyes
try to block out the pain
but it keeps flooding back
again and again
tears of red
fall silently upon the floor
no one around to hear
or care any more
and i don't wanna sleep
cuz wen i close my eyes you're there
i don't wanna sleep
now you're everywhere
i don't wanna sleep
cuz sleeping equals you
so tell me, do you know
how many sleepless nights are because of you?

-yess...and no-i did not write this on christmas-

Currently Listening American Idiot By Green Day Letterbomb see related

ok-NOTICE: 
    -I decided that this site is going to be for my writitng. You know like songs, poems, ect. And please, feel free to give me ideas to write about. I love having a topic sometimes. So, if you would be so kind as to make requests. Thank-you!

-shaye

     a boyfriend stabs u in the heart. . . 
                                                 a stranger stabs u in the front. . .
a friend stabs u in the back. . . .
                                  but true friends dont carry knives

People always say, "Hate is such a strong word."
But so is Love. But people throw that around like it's nothing...

                                       Leap for the moon...
                  Cuz even if you miss, you land among the
                                                   STARS.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rsceearh at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?  (thats cool)

     As you grow up,
you realize that it's less important to have more friends,
     and more important to have real ones.

*note:i did NOT make any of these up i hav just heard them from different people i know.

ok-bored-nuthin to do today-so heres a song I wrote last night. No offense to anyone who lives n Indiana-i just kno sumone who i hate that lives there. And if u for sum reason want to kno wat its meaning is then just leave a comment-so here:

Shoot Indiana

Indaian never was my favorite state.
But thanks to you I have a reason for my hate.
A man who can't remember the letters to my name.
A man who thinks me and my sister are the same.

So take a bullet, shove it through your fifty.
Your stupid money can't buy my feelings.

[chorus]
So please run off again.
And I'll forget your memory.
Cuz at this point (at this point)
That's all you are to me.

Do you have no regrets? I wish you'd eat your pride.
Have fun gaging as I laugh inside.
Waiting for a rupture in your selfish heart.
One day it'll stop beating and you'll fall apart.

Fuck your pictures that lie cracked upon my desk.
Let me bury them and put your shit to rest.

[chorus]
So please run off again.
And I'll forget your memory.
Cuz at this point (at this point)
That's all you are to me.

yea-later</3

hey

im getting ready to go to sum bowling tournament that my brother is in along with like 2 friends of mine...ya kno wat i think is cool-that a lot of my REAL friends are older than me..for example:Nick-14, Mandy: 16, Catie Scott: 15, Regina:15 and think theres more but i hav memory problems and i don't feel like typing so-LATER(much)-no j/k

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